I was wishing
Wishing and hoping not to fall in love with you
Hoping to not fall in love with you
But hope doesn't get you anywhere but hurt
I think I made a mistake
A mistake that will forever stay hidden
I guess I'm going to have to bury it within these walls
Let it be buried with the secrets of people who no longer live
Let me bury my secret
Just let me bury it
I don't want to sound like the bad guy but it's just so hard
So hard to let go
Let go of these emotions I feel when I hear your voice
The pain, the love, everything that comes with loving you
Loving you...
Loving you for who you are
That's difficult for anyone to do
But I'm going to try
I need to try
No matter how much I got hurt in the past
The past is the past the future is now
I'm going to forgive and forget
I need you to do the same
Forgive me for the pain I caused
Forget what I did to hurt you
Forgive you for all the pain you caused
Forget what you did to me
I know I will have to let go soon
But that's soon and not right now
So I'm going to love you until I can't anymore
Until I don't feel the same about you
But that's going to be a very long while
So I might as well stay strong
And stay ready to tell you this when I'm ready
When I'm ready to confess my love to you
When I'm ready to tell you the truth
The truth in which I've been lying to you
For a while now...