It’s a feeling that creeps into my mind, when you’re around.

It’s a feeling that enters my heart, when you’re around.

It’s a feeling that becomes my soul, when you’re around.

It’s a feeling that makes me want to be there, not as I am now, but there with you, for you, when you’re around.

A feeling that scares me.

A feeling that no matter what I do will not end up bottled up like all the other ones have been.

A feeling that makes me want to look across the class into your eyes

A feeling that wants me to hold you tight.

This feeling I’ve had before.

This feeling has failed before.

This feeling that’s stabbed me, has been stabbing me, kept stabbing at me, even since before we were even friends.

What makes me have this feeling so many times?

What feeling could make me cry so many times?

Why do I get this feeling so many times and get nothing else at all?

What do I do?