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Forgive Me Of My Sins
I've spent the past two years punishing myself.
Do you think I've paid my price?
I mean, how could I possibly owe you anything now?
But I can't forgive myself.
I don't know how.
I've asked you to forgive me, but you won't.
Why?
I know I hurt you badly, but God, look in my eyes.
Can't you see I've hurt myself as much as I ever hurt you?
I spend every waking minute praying for forgiveness and every sleeping minute thinking about you.
I beg God to let me go back.
But He said no.
I stand on the balcony and look out at the ocean and wish with everything in my being that I could kiss you on that beach.
Not even kiss you.
Just walk with you, maybe hold your hand.
Hell, I would settle for just seeing you on there under the stars.
So please, won't you forgive me?
I can't punish myself much longer before I break.
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