Trying…..
Trying to come to terms with myself…
Can’t really decide
Why am I feeling this way?
Maybe it’s because I know that what am I feel for you is real, and isn’t just some game that seems so popular
What makes me think these things?
You… You stay on my mind all the time
Day/Night
In Strength and in fright
In your arms I feel as safe as a baby feels in her mother’s arms.
You’re in close links with my best friend
I say that I’m okay with it when I’m really not
You were the first dude that I ever kissed (For real)
The first on that I really loved.
And its paining me that I feel like your heart is being taken from me
You’re a Player,
A Good Friend
A Heck of Listener
My Best Friend
I know that when I tell you something I can count on it staying between us
We’ve been to Hell and back and yet have to go through something

I just don’t want your heart taken from me
This is my heart being poured out on paper for you
But it sucks that you won’t get a chance to read it
I know that you have an “Interest” for her
But one thing that’s never going to come between any girl…
Is our friendship


I’m trying to cope with this feeling…
But I just can’t

Love ALWAYS, And Forever,
Paula B.