I never know when it begins to grow
The fire inside me
I never know when they return
My feelings for thee

Why cant I control my heart
From the moment it first beats
Why cant I agree to it
That your love always cheats

I still try to get closer
Closer-to my past bliss
I try to be the one I want
But why cant I be the one you'll ever miss

I console you on your worthy qualities
Though I know they're not of my share
But you dont ever understand
That she for me is a night mare

Im tired of not showing
That I loathe her too bad
But dear me, I hope you know
How much for you Im mad

Mercy on me sweetheart
Why cant you see she's untrue
I wish I could convince you on
All my life-I've only loved you.