i know im not the only girl
with a million problems in this world
nothing is kept a secret from anyone
while everythings happening i only want to run.

if i couldnt write about how i feel,
i cant even think about how i would deal.

ive never shared my thoughts with anyone.
im always too scared about what they think
i need to tell someone everything,
maybe visit a shrink.

my father cant see how it bothers me
that hes never around, he basicly lives free.
my mother cant see how it bothers me,
that shes never been there, and she doesnt know what kind of woman im growing to be.

But most importantly,
my best friends cant even see
how it bothers me
that i dont know who im going to be.