went deep inside my heart
but everything there was numb and dark
don't know what i am or what I've become
sad and alone,just for no reason
voices in my head are at controversy
all these things aren't silly
i don't wanna be factual
just wanna keep acting natural
cause this is lasting longer than usual
so unnatural and so unusual
i don't understand what da** does it mean
everythingg i see should be left unseen
everything that happens is so unpredictable
evil just increasing getting doubled and tripled
joy happiness and life sucked out of me
a girl with no feelings in left as me