Death is my greatest dream
Trying to forget it
Forever knowing I won’t
I don’t want to give my life away like a toy I know longer play with
But I’m close to making that decision
So I can just be done with the pain
I can’t go on living this way
But how can I die this way
Leaving everyone that I care about who also in turn cares about me
Tired of everyone thinking that its so easy to move on and let go
And all I can seem to say is hell no
Because they don’t seem to understand the love I felt for him
Soon everyone will see……
The pain that is taking over me