sinking into this mysterious place
there are no signs to look back and trace
my insecurities only bring out more confusion
everything i've experienced seems to be an illusion
nothing feels real, too perfect to admit it all
i sit back and wait for everything around me to fall
so much to hope for, but nothing feels real
i want to let go of this unwanted grasp and really feel
live my life freely with no worries in my mind
instead of expecting that theres something wrong i'll find
sick of this fustration and tired of never letting go
i just want to wake up one day and go with the flow...
because nothing feels real to me
its too soon to say, because theres still so much
out there for me to see