I love you too much.....



to let you love me back.



to take what is yours.



to let the monster come out.



to dream of a future that can not happen.



to want to be selfish.



to hurt you.



to curse you.




to take away your future.



to take away your soul.





I love you too much....



to push away the feeling.



to not give you what is mine.



to not want to be a monster too.



to not want you to dream.



to not give you what you want.



to hurt you.



to not take this problem head on.



to nothave you in my future.



to not give you my soul which is already...



...yours.