The thing is, I’ve always cared, and always put the extra effort, but it wasn’t sufficient, I admit, my life sucks, it always does and it always will. For some reason I can’t explain, but I still love you like nothing happened. I’ve always cared for you, I always will. It won’t go away. I want it to stay, no matter how hard I try, I poor my heart out into everything I did for you but it was never recognized. I understand a previous relationship conflicted, but did you ever stop to think about how I loved and love you.

The worlds to explain my love for you are no where to be found, because no words can actually explain my strong affection for you, my love is delicate now, and if I break that last string of love, I will have no hope. Hope was never there for me, it was either I succeeded or failed, there was no in between. My life sucks without you, I’m miserable, I’m a complete mess. That picture of us is my only hope of happiness. I’ve always been there for you but you never allowed me to comfort you in the ways you needed.

You pushed me away before I could get close. I felt unloved and unwanted, I tried so hard to give you the attention and love that you needed but it went unnoticed. And that right there is the only thing that hurt me the most. You were accepted into my arms even when you did wrong. I still love you, and I always will. Everyone knows that, but I really hope you do.