Mom, 

Last night you said something to me at dinner that made me think. It made me think about my past, present, and you. We were eating when you looked up at me and said," I just want you to know that I've never given up on you. Even when you gave up on yourself." 

When you said that, I instantly got teary eyed. Because you were right. You were absolutely right. You have never given up on me. Not when I yelled at you that I hated you. Not when I've broken your heart countless times. And not when I was in the ICU not wanting anything to do with you. You have never left. You have stuck by me even though I put you through so much pain, and I love you so much for that Mom. I love you with everything in me. I love you for infinity. And I love you for loving me.