March 16, 2010

“We got to work work this out” blares from my television. I eat my PB & J sandwich for lunch. I notice the clock reads 12ish something. I watch my show and I notice my Daddy is acting like he is pain. I have never seen him act this way. “God what is wrong with my Dad?”. I look back at High school musical and see Gabriela crying. I hope Zach takes her back again.  I love this show so much! My mom walks in the room and sits down next to me. I love my mom and she is very strong. She always deals with problems so easily. I hope I grow up like her.  I wish I had a sister to look up at me but, mom says no so I guess I’m stuck with my Twin. It’s pretty neat having a twin I guess. I mean I enjoy playing toys with him and all. Well that’s it for today so bye Journal!

March 17, 2010
Today I Saw my Aunt working at Target. She owns a green Punch Buggie. Oh how I Love those things so much. My brother always taps me when he sees one. Normally on long car drives we point them out along the way. I see a fly that hits my arm. I can’t help but to freak out because of this strange bug. I dislike bugs a lot. Oh, and I forgot to tell you that I made a new friend today her name is Peyton. She is different but that’s what I like about her. Anyway that’s it but bye journal.

March 18,2010
I’m scared again and I don’t know what to do this time. I ran to the door this morning because a nurse came to my house. I slammed the door on her face and I begged my Mom not to open the door.  But she did. I wonder what’s wrong my Daddy. My Mom mentioned something called MS and that Dad wasn’t doing good. She told me to say pray for him tonight. Why is my Dad the one feeling this pain nobody else’s dad acts like this? Alright well I guess I go to bed and figure out this mess tomorrow. Bye Journal!

March19,2010
All I recall today is watching television and playing with my brother. God told me he would take it into his matter and that he would help me. I take a deep breath and try to calm down. Alright well my mom just said lights out. So..Bye Journal!

December 16,2015
I place the book down from my childhood memories. DID I REALLY FEEL LIKE THIS AS A CHILD? I look up at my dad and I am 15 now. Somehow god saved my dad. He’s not perfect but he is great and that’s the thing with life. Nobody is perfect at least that’s what Hannah Montana said. Nowadays, My Dad is smiling and he tries to works really hard in life. I have to go now but this was very nice reading this. Bye Journal!