About two years ago, two evemts happened in my life that changed my life forever.  My father and I got into a fight over text and my "best friend" told me that everyone hated me.  After these things happened, I did something that to this day I am still not proud of.  I started self harming.  That and music were the only things that relieved the pain.  Of course I contemplated suicide but music saved me.  I can recall countless hours of listening to Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, and countless other bands.  Counseling helped a lot too.  My point is that music is what kept me alive and music was what was always there for me.