Today i am finally starting my new journey outside these four walls, I am no longer a inmate, a menace to society or troubled child. I get to start over new, made different. 

It's been a year and 10 months since i've been home with my daughter and tonight i get to hold her for the first time in a very long time. i have so many emotions that i feel sick to my stomach. How do i look into her deep chocolate brown eyes after all this time and be the mother i have not been able so be while in a program an be okay with that! is that fair to my baby girl. every day having to answer her questions about weather i'm coming home or not is finally today(may 27th ) mommy is coming home.