A million butterflies flutter around and around. My palms are sweating as I panic on the inside trying to keep my cool on the out. I can feel the warmth from his skin close to mine almost touching. I can barely breath my chest is under lock and key. As I breathe deeply to try and relieve my nerves he moves closer. My heart beating a thousand times more than it can take. I never thought this moment would come so soon but it’s here there is no stopping it now. We look at one another and share a smile then change are focus to something other than each other. The tension is real this is what I have been waiting for, this exact moment and its coming. I watch him slow inch his towards mine. He grabs my hand with force giving me the feeling I've been yearning for the longest time. Holding his hand makes me feel secure and my heart beat goes back to the normal pitter patter. My hold body relaxes and I am comfortable. Holding his hand is the best feeling in the whole existence of life.