I can do this! Just because no one known by my family that has done this work shouldn't mean that I cann't. This is my dream and I have been fighting what to do with it for years know.
"Wait later, until you get older" I've heard that saying so many times. I don't want to wait! I want to persue my dream, it would matter if I fall on knees when I try but I want to! I want to grow as long as I can with anticiapation in my nerves. I want to start know, to train myself, to warm-up so I can do what I want. To be ready to accomplish.
I'll be the first to do this. And it will because I made the choice, no one else.