I dont understand this world at all I just be writing to be writing but my mom dosent understand why i just cant tell her some things and yes I am crying while I am writing this i just dont get life like why would i come into this world just to die and people dont understand me they just think i be telling lies all of the time and no I dont i lie sometimes because I am scared to tell the truth like i will get beat up or something like that if i tell the truth thats why it is best that i lie but anyways i knew i got exposed before my mom found out i didnt send no boy nothing or i didnt show nobody nothing thats why i think it was my ex beastfriend who sent that video of me out because this was a verylong time ago but i was seeing if i had somthing on my nippels and i recorded it so i can see if it was something right there so i zoomed in so i could see and i forgot to delete it off my snapchat memories and she the only one who had my password then when i got back on snapchat i hurry up and deleted it but it was too late it was already out there but i cant tell my mom that because i think shes going to ask more about it but yea she just keeps calling me the b word but she dont really know what happenend and i just dont think i should be in the world but this is the last thing i will be posting intill something else comes up goodbye peeps!!