As I awake I sense a tranquil oncoming of a sin so great it doesn’t have name. Do I dare even open my eyes to see what has become of I. Do I dare subject myself to a cause so unworthy it tramples my imagination with such a great cause I cannot speak with spoken word but only written? Have I become a spirit in thyne own way. Have I not only been so kept to myself I caused such distress upon myself. I am weary upon opening my eyelids but I do so with a careful cause.

I am in a field. A golden, yellow, and enriched field. It is so magical to even look at yet touch to be honest. The stems are paved like the element gold and the leaves are so soft they are like silk. Where am I? The sun where is the sun?.. It is bright out but I see no sun. I go to stand but I cannot believe I do not feel my legs I just get up because I had a reason. I am not my own body anymore. What has become of me? Am I deceased? I do not understand because my thoughts are peaceful. I do not feel hate only bliss.

My outfit is different for one’s usual apparel. I am wearing a white gown and my shoes are like stems growing up my legs. It is quite different. I cannot remember where I am but something deep inside me is different. The outside to for that matter is very mind boggling to me. I walk a little and stop. I am not alone. I turn and there is a boy standing behind me. He looks older than I but he is somehow the same as I. He is wearing a white shawl and the same shoes. A voice reigns down like the wind and our hair is blown back. It is amazing the amount of force being spewed from the sky.

Then I see him. I cannot tell you who he is you will figure it out later on. The boy walks farther towards me. He stops when I look at him. It is appalling he does not come towards me farther. I am growing angry then the anger stops. I have been totally re cleansed of anger and I have forgotten why I was angry.

“Child, do not be angry for all you ever desire is here.” Your soul twin is beside you, I am here. Do you wish to leave?

“Oh no sir! Of course not.” I just do not understand where I am. I am very tired may I lay down and just like that I am asleep and dreaming. Only my dreams are vivid. They are so vivid I feel I can feel what I am seeing. It is incredible the power I feel. I dream of a lion near me with the softest skin possible and prettiest coat. A little lamb is near me and the lion doesn’t dare eat it. I cannot believe my eyes. I tear up what is going on here.

I awake to the sounds of trumpets playing a musical tune. Elephants are all around and It is quite noisy. I am being trampled but I do not worry. I suddenly am able to fly and everything is getting smaller. Why am I being lifted? I cannot fathom why I am in float. I hold onto a branch but accordingly someone else plan is different. “What is going on I scream? Only my voice is hushed and I am in a cloudful environment. I stop and think I have seen the pearly gates before, I am in Heaven.